Miracle Moment Submission My sobriety date is October 15, 2018. My lowest point came when I was told that I wouldn’t see my son graduate from high school, which felt devastating as he was only in 10th grade at the time. I had become an expert at leading two lives: the outward-facing persona everyone saw and the internal struggle filled with pain and emptiness that I had tried to fill for decades with straight A's, swimming records, career achievements, money, and the endless cycle of “when this happens, I will feel good.” Unfortunately, I never truly felt good. Each day, I would wake up planning my schedule around when and where I could drink, counting down to that first sip that would allow me to exhale and escape reality. I lied about my habits, hid my struggles, cried alone, and faked my way through life, missing countless precious moments. God was always there, but I seldom acknowledged Him; instead, I often blamed Him for my pain and felt deep anger directed at Him. During my last year of drinking, I found myself in the hospital emergency room or at doctors' offices over a dozen times, all the while answering questions with, “I have about three drinks a week” or “I have no idea why my stomach hurts or why I shake in the morning.” Despite my denial, God never lost faith in me, and looking back, I can see all the moments He saved me from my self-destructive path. On October 15, 2018, I began a new routine. I woke up every morning thanking God, attended an AA meeting during the day, and went to bed expressing my gratitude again. It was simple yet incredibly challenging. I made many mistakes during those early days of sobriety; I was a mess and faced pain that was more intense than I had ever imagined. However, even in the loneliest nights, curled up on the floor of my closet, in the depths of my anguish, He was there, assuring me with "It will be okay, my child." There are still difficult days when I feel the urge to escape through drinking—not for the taste but for the relief it once provided. Yet, even in those moments, God remains with me. In AA, they say, “Don’t quit until the miracle happens.” My first miracle was on October 15, 2018, and since then, countless miracles have followed. I am now living a life beyond my wildest dreams. In just two months, my son will graduate from college, and I will be there, fully present and praising God for all that He has done in our lives.